August is November

Hmm
Here are the hotest summer days
but it feels like autumn
I wear long sleeves
Although I swet
But I does not feel
anything like summer

Maybe
Because I was reading a book
about old age and loneliness
and how cancer kills
slowly...

Or maybe
Because I am thinking
every day
about someone
who is right now
dying of cancer
slowly
at his home
lonely
although with people.

Autumn
is a time to think
about what is important
and who are important
and to look
into myself
to see how much
happiness I have
although
much sadness
and decay
around.

August
is autumn
for a change.