Rules

I think up some rules
that I want to follow.
Just to get things done.
That when I am at the library, I WORK
and do not do other things.
And when I am with kids
I AM with kids
and do not do other things
And when it is night-time.
I SLEEP
and do not do other things.
And so on.

But more rules I make
the more
I do OTHER THINGS
instead
of being
sufficient
and focused
on the aims
I wan to follow.

Uh.
So many distractions.
I hate
and still like
for some reason.