24h does not go

Recently
I cannot feel
the balance and connection
in 24h rhythm.

Some days I need to
sleep much more
and others 4h is enough

as well
with eating
I can not take this
breakfast-lunch-dinner!
I need to eat the whole day
Or the whole first half of the day
And then
I can be without
for a day
or so.

And working
some days
I can accomplish
a lot of writing
others
I can not even
open the file.

I cannot take this rhythm
Or just
I need some other.
Still to be
figured out
if there is
any periodical system
in my basic needs...