B-day

I have a birthday today
but
it feels
strange.

What?
Why?

It is just a day
nothing
especial.

I do not feel
especial

Although
in my heart
I know
I have
felt
especial
before
on
this
day.

Not today.

It is just
an ordinary
day.

Is it sad?
A bit..
When my son
woke up late
and realized,
was sad
that he could not
sing me up.
Then it felt
a bit sad...

But.
No, I think.
It is just strange.
I should kind of
feel something
but I do not.

Just
another
day.