Vulnerable

I feel vulnerable
I am being evaluated
For the work
I spent 10 years (on paper)
In reality,
it was less
but still
a looong
time
So many emotions....
So many phrases...
So many changes...
Finally
wrote it together
This spring

And now
waiting for the
evaluation.

Is it worth
to get positive answer
green light...

Will see
but feel
vulnerable
nevertheless.