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What an empowerment
to listen to
the people
who do
what they
like
the most

And
also can
it make so simple
how
to live the life
happy
and focused
and successful

I also want
to be
like that

Dreams with Death

One night
I saw a dream
a nice one
with a lot of snow
and skiing.
Having fun and
building
snowmen.
All white
and beautiful.

And I saw there
many on friends
relatives
acquaintances
and even
celebrities.

It was all beautiful

Until
I suddenly
realized
in my dream
That all these
people
are
dead.

They have died in
last few years
and I have
not been
to their
funeral.

Now
I mourn
in retrospect
and
it
hurts.

I miss them.

In fact,
it is really nice
to meet in
such a beautiful
dreams.

Allergy

Me too
I have some
allergies.

There goes this
perception
of being healthy
and, moreover,
eaten
enough
mud
while kid.

I have developed
allergies
against
people

Against people
who can not stop
talking about
other people
and, moreover,
about
other peoples'
problems.

I really
can not stand
this
It makes me
feel sick
and itchy.

Before I thought
I should go along
with it.
But now I
realized:

Better leave! Fast!

I am the light

I know
I am the ultimate core
or the mood
hovering around
in this house.

When I am happy,
others are happy.

When I am relaxed,
others are relaxed.

When I am cranky,
others became cranky.

When I am restless,
others became restless.

I reflect
from the mirrors
in this house.

You are my mirror,
my dear daughter.

You are my mirror,
my sweet son.

You are my mirror,
my waggly woofy.

And even you.
Even You.
You reflect all that
what I
can give out.

I am the most important
And, luckily, I know that.

Lessons

I am taking classes
important lessons
to understand
how
to manage
with negativity

How to let it go
not to keep inside
hear it out
and let it fly
somewhere
far away
from us

Much to learn
to practice
more...

Thank you, my dear teachers,
my family

again

I just sit here
and think
that I should do
so many thing
but
I keep
sitting

in fact,
I have
so many plans
how to
stop sitting
but
I keep
sitting

This is
really
lame

No light

Yesterday
I saw a man
drinking beer
in the metro

He sat next to me
but I said nothing

And everyone else
did nothing too.

I did not like myself
in this situation
that I
was distancing
myself
from him
and from everyone
else.

I started to look around
and saw
that there was no light
in anyone's eyes.
Everyone was just as
turned inside.
Looking but not seeing.
Being here but somewhere else.
Just like myself.

I did not like it.

I did not see any smiles
during these 20min.
Instead
when I happened
to look at someone
they fast
turned away.

Only the drunk guy
was slow to turn
and I saw all the
sadness and dullness
in his eyes.

Strangely enough
I did not think:
what an unattractive man
instead
I thought
what if my son
will also be the same
in 20 years..
Without curiosity towards life
without energy
without happiness
without love.

I wish I could know
how to insure
so that
it would never
happen to him.

But
it is November.
and I am really working hard
to be able
to smile.