Mindful

I decided
that
I will became
mindful.

Yes.
I notice
myself.

Me, me, me!

Relly needed
because
recenty
do much
thinking
about
others.
Others' problems.

Everyone
has
so many problems
around me
and
I
want to solve
them.

Even if I do not know
the people
or do not even
know
if
they are
just
wining
or really
having
problems.

I just think
too much
about them.

But now
focus is
on me.

What do I feel
and where
and what does it
tell me
about myself.

Hello, me!
How am I doing?

Do nothing

I do
Nothing
I just
cant
gather
myself
to do
anything

yes.
I can do
these everyday
things -
wake up
shower
eat
take kids to daycare
and back
and eat
and sleep

but
I just
can not
gather
myself
to
do
the things
I like.

Even when
I have theoretically
the moment
I just wanna
sit
or
lie
and
do
nothing.

TED

What an empowerment
to listen to
the people
who do
what they
like
the most

And
also can
it make so simple
how
to live the life
happy
and focused
and successful

I also want
to be
like that

Dreams with Death

One night
I saw a dream
a nice one
with a lot of snow
and skiing.
Having fun and
building
snowmen.
All white
and beautiful.

And I saw there
many on friends
relatives
acquaintances
and even
celebrities.

It was all beautiful

Until
I suddenly
realized
in my dream
That all these
people
are
dead.

They have died in
last few years
and I have
not been
to their
funeral.

Now
I mourn
in retrospect
and
it
hurts.

I miss them.

In fact,
it is really nice
to meet in
such a beautiful
dreams.

Allergy

Me too
I have some
allergies.

There goes this
perception
of being healthy
and, moreover,
eaten
enough
mud
while kid.

I have developed
allergies
against
people

Against people
who can not stop
talking about
other people
and, moreover,
about
other peoples'
problems.

I really
can not stand
this
It makes me
feel sick
and itchy.

Before I thought
I should go along
with it.
But now I
realized:

Better leave! Fast!

I am the light

I know
I am the ultimate core
or the mood
hovering around
in this house.

When I am happy,
others are happy.

When I am relaxed,
others are relaxed.

When I am cranky,
others became cranky.

When I am restless,
others became restless.

I reflect
from the mirrors
in this house.

You are my mirror,
my dear daughter.

You are my mirror,
my sweet son.

You are my mirror,
my waggly woofy.

And even you.
Even You.
You reflect all that
what I
can give out.

I am the most important
And, luckily, I know that.

Lessons

I am taking classes
important lessons
to understand
how
to manage
with negativity

How to let it go
not to keep inside
hear it out
and let it fly
somewhere
far away
from us

Much to learn
to practice
more...

Thank you, my dear teachers,
my family