Let go

I am a gatherer
I like to keep some things
Hoarder

Now
I am gathering
Fat

I do not want
To let it go
Keep
Everything
To myself

It is mine
My fat.

It is soft
It is warm
It is bouncy
Bouncy ball

Happy
It makes me happy...

Or...
Heavy
Tired...
Also.

But I rather sleep
Than let it go

Or...
Something...
Probable...

Life goes by

I am so unhappy
I let the
halloween
go by

I think

I promised to
my daughter
that she can go
'thick or treat'
in our
neighborhood

Read form somewhere
that they do it
on Friday, the 4th
this year

But other kids
were doing it
yesterday
and I still
thought
it will be also
fine to
postpone it

Maybe it will,
will see on Friday
But

I also promised
that I will get her
a witch hat
and
when I wanted
to buy it
today..

They do not
sell them
anymore

Suddenly today
every store is
full of
christmas-crap.
No
halloween
anymore.

Uh
I got so sad
But maybe
just need to
discover some
crafts
and
make it anyway
for friday...