Linear world

I know for sure now
that this life that I am living here
is not a book
like the boys in Pal-street were thinking.
And sometimes somebody might think.
No.
Because.
I create my world myself!
(Such an empowering slogan)
And I just descovered
Again
How impossible it is
do write a text
that is more than one page long.
I just loose the track
and the beginning is not logical enymore
when I arrive in the middle or
even just a little bit
further away from it.
So
Let's keep it simple
and geographical.
a round-shape is perfect
to have the overall picture
and understanding of processes.
And also I can play the god
in this spatious world.

Sleeping

Sleeping is good.
I see bad dreams.
Not good.
Zombies.
I do not know why?
I do not sleep deep.
Always thinking: "Soon I will wake up"
But I do not and no-one is able to wake me up.
The morning comes before I wake.
I feel I have not slept any.
Those zombies
I still have them in my mind
When I am under the shower
Or make jokes with my kids to get them up
or preparing meal,
or drinking heeps of coffee...
Those creepy zombies.
I wish sleeping was good.
Will try again
Tonight, tomorrow night and so on.
One day I should get it right!